Vickie's Spanking
by Vickie
A relationship that had been on a back burner sort of took off
this weekend and I found myself getting my first spanking in the car at a
Denny's parking lot......... Thank God no one saw what was going on.
There I was getting my spanking in a car and thinking to myself look what I
wished for and I got it....... but did it have to be so public?????......
Luckily no one saw what was going on and I must say that I took my spanking much
better than I thought I would. N is a very sweet and loving guy who has a
stern side and will not let me hurt myself or forget to take care of
myself...... He has some very Alpha tendencies ( well ok he is totally Alpha)
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Just what I wanted in a man!
I'm so glad that N who I have great affection for was the man to take me in hand so to speak.... Monday night I was ready to fly apart I was just tired and stressed and just wanted to cry and be held and yes spanked because I was feeling so overwhelmed....... I met N that night after I finished tutoring my last client and he took care of all the things that I needed...... He held me and comforted me and spanked me.
It was a long spanking. He used his hand and two different paddles but only about 50 of the spanks were very hard the rest just stung a little. I think stress relieving spankings are going to be a big part of my life because when I left N that night I felt centered and relaxed and able to handle what ever came my way....... It was as if the world had been lifted off of my shoulders.....
For those few hours that I was with N I didn't have to make a decision or worry about what to do for anyone else. That was truly wonderful............ yes spankings hurt and yes this was discipline spanking but it also comforted me and made me feel protected and cherished.........
That was the most wonderful feeling in the world to me.. I had someone that I could go to when I was so upset and he held me and gave me what I needed.
This is the thing that has been missing in my life for so long and I am so glad that I found it.. and that I waited or that fate stepped in and caused me to not be able to find someone to spank me until N came along.....
My first spankings were all that I thought they would be and more....
I also know that they really are something that I want in my life now and they are no longer just a fantasy........ I really am a spanko and not just a spanko-dreamer now..... It's been a long time coming to this point for me but I am glad that I finally found my way to getting what I want and need.....
Huggs to all,
Vickie, who is no longer unspanked!